2 down, and one more to go

and i am fucking done my first year university ,,,,

sigh, i want to go bak hk =( but summer school suck !!!

biology and physics ,,,

i need a break from my life,

i need ,,,, to relax ,,,,

i want to commit sucide for some moment

i want to end my life

so i wont feel pain,,,anymore ,,,

i feel like my life is all about academic ,,,,

is that what i want?!"

or just what you want me to?

i feel ,,, depressed ,,,, crazy ,,,, alone ,,, frighting for some impossible stuff

why ,,,, i need to do this?

why,,,, i need to be here?

why? ,,,, why i am a human?

why can i be sth simple?

i just want a simple happy life

isnt that what you want me too?

why you need to push me to the edge!